boys are so damn mean sometimes like idc if you’re not in a good mood it doesn’t give you the right to be an asshole to me like why would you even ask me why i’m crying if you’re just going to sit there and not say anything afterwards what the fuck was the point of asking
i feel like i’m drowning, i just feel so hopeless and i have to figure this all out on my own and idk what to do
there’s so much happening right now it’s overwhelming I just want to get on a plane and go anywhere just to get away from everything
i don’t want to talk to anyone. i don’t want to get out of bed. it’s just too hard to do either. i just want to lay here until i stop existing. it’s too exhausting to have a really good day and then the next day will be like this again. it’s too much on me, i don’t want to do it anymore. i just want to lay here.